TIED

JT,
You won’t believe what these Keys did to me. They tied me in a chair. I kept doing as taught when I got mad, walk away from the situation. Well, the Keys tied me to a chair and had the Key who was provoking me “confront” me with my anger.
I’m not used to being treated this way. I told the Smith later how I was taught and it worked for me. I was told it didn’t work because I tried to kill myself, so I needed to learn how to deal with my anger.
I told the Smith why I wanted to die. I told her about ma and pa and how they were, how they treated me, how they controlled every thing I said or did, how pa even tried to control what I thought. I told Smith how pa always told me he’d know what I did or said and thought no matter where I was, how old I was, whether he was alive or dead. I told her how terrorized and scared of father I am.
I told her how mother always told me to shut up, that she blamed me for everything that went wrong in the family. The Smith smiled at me and told me I needed to be started on these drugs.
These drugs JT, I hate them. She gave me these little pills and the Keys watch, make me open my mouth, lift up my tongue, one Key even put his finger in my mouth after I took my pills and felt all around. What the heck????
I’m really groggy these days, want to sleep all the time but when I do, the Keys get mad and threaten to give me the treatment. So far I’ve managed to stay awake with the help of the other kids. Some of them watch out for me, let me nap during work periods. They wake me up when a Key is coming. I’m finding these kids are really nice. They’re teaching me how to survive in camp. I’m learning a lot, and I know ma and pa won’t like what I’m learning. Neither would the Keys or my Smith.
The kids are helping me clean my plate now. I get so much food that I can’t eat it all, so the kids sit really close by and when the Keys aren’t watching, take food off my plate.
I couldn’t survive the camp if it wasn’t for the other lockes here.

GET ME OUT OF HERE.